http://seven-eighths.blogspot.com/2011/03/day-of-two-emotions.html
That was where I talked about fear.
Oh, I think I have grown.
In fact, I think I have taken my potted plant of a self and flipped it turnways.
Replanted into some fresh fucking tilled earth.
And am now ready to expand my root systems to the motherfucking core.
That metaphor may have gotten a little out of hand.
I think the best advice that I got from Des was to "stop holding back."
That was very good advice.
I've been working throughout the year to apply that to basically everything.
I think I have mentioned before that I see most of humanity as lonely scared human beings who want nothing more out of life than to be loved and accepted. And by realizing this I can push past the paralytic feelings that the loneliness and fear cause. My father warned me to make sure that it would not cause my ego to swell.
I take that to heart. I never want that to happen. Ego is a dangerous and fuck thing.
Hubris hurts and all that roit.
Thanks for the experiences.
I really appreciate 'em.
Still pissed I missed that flashmob, but olive.
Haha pun.
Yeah, Good times guys. Really feel a great deal more confident thanks to this class and this year.
And that's it.
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