DESPAIR!

"First off I'd like to apologize for not being there today.

Apparently, my phone decided to die at the most in opportune fucking time.

God dammit I am really pissed about this, I really wanted to do this exercise.

Now, not only is my grade in fucking danger, I missed out on something cool and I didn't get the chance to do what I said I would and start the fucking standoff.

AUGH.

Fuck, there is nothing I can really say to redeem myself here.

I just want to ask if there is anything I can do to make up any of the stuff I missed up. I really want to do well in this class, and I feel really terrible for missing the flash mob.



Also, you said that if we don't hear back from you about the Personal space project, that that is a good thing right?

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To clarify, my phone is my alarm.

Dammit this is the worst possible outcome, not only did I miss one of the things I have been most looking forward to, and god damn enthusiastic about, but I missed it because I was FUCKING UNCONSCIOUS.


This was really god damn irresponsible of me. I should have taken better measures to make sure I could get up. I knew I would be tired.

I had a lot of things to make sure got written, so I was up slightly late last night, but I should have taken better precautions.


Hah, you can tell I am freaking out about this. God, why did this have to happen at the most god damn pivotal moment in my class schedule?

I have a god damn speech to give on Saturday, so I can't head to the extra credit thing on Friday (Because I have to catch a train down to Ventura that night, and I don't have the money to spare to get into the event.

I have to cut and prepare two instillation pieces for my other class, and one has to be up on monday freaking night (Since I need to install it at night to not get hit by bikes) so the cuts need to be done entirely on Sunday.


Yeah, I am going to just stop writing these panicky messages and just start busting out the writing stuff I have to do for four separate classes.


I'll see you monday. Also what time are our phones supposed to go off? for the in class flash mob thing.

I really don't want to fuck that up."


ALL WILL FALL INTO DESPAIR!

Okay maybe not that extreeme, but yeah. I missed it.


This is a copy of the message that I sent to my TA regarding that missing.

I feel like absolute shit.





BUT FUCK THAT. I HAVE SHIT I HAVE TO DO.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS TODAY, BITCH?!
YOU AIN'T! OTHER PEOPLE HAVE REAL PROBLEMS.

YOU AIN'T IN A WAR DYIN'.

YOU AIN'T STARVING OR POOR.

YOU GOT ALL YA LIMB!


MAN THE FUCK UP!


GO TO YOUR OTTHA CLASS, LEARN ABOUT ALL THAT ANCIENT ASS CHINESE ART, GO TO YOUR CERAMICS CLASS!

YOU LOVE THAT SHIT REMEMBA?! YOU ARE A MOTHERFUCKIN ART MAJOR! YOU ARE A CLAY MAN!

MAKE THOSE FUCKIN CUPS!


SELL THOSE BITCHES AND MAKE ENOUGH TO BUY SOME GOD DAMN FOOD!

YOU ARE HUNGRY SO FUCKING DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

WRITE YOUR FUCKIN SPEECH! IT IS ON FOOD CHOICES BITCH YOU KNOW THAT AND LOVE THAT AND LIVE THAT! CUT YOUR GOD DAMN PROJECT UP LIKE IT OWES YOU MONEY! EAT THAT FOOD AND GET ENOUGH SLEEP! YOU BITCH ABOUT BEING TIRED BUT STAY UP BECAUSE YOU PUTZ AROUND!

STRAP ON THOSE BOOTS AND WALK OUT OF HERE LIKE YOU OWN THE MOTHERFUCKIN' PLACE! GO TO THAT CLASS AND LEARN SOMETHING!



JUST FUCKING DO SOMETHING, BITCH!!!!!!!!


Okay I needed that.


And that's it.